
I've been wanting to go to the temple since I had my cute baby in July. I went in early July, but haven't been able to go since then (except, of course, two weddings)
One time, I decided to go in the late afternoon, and as I hurried out of the house, at the last possible moment, and drove toward the temple, my heart started racing; I knew I would be rushed when I got there, and I was so anxious about leaving a baby, who doesn't take a bottle well. I always thought, any thought to go to the temple is a good one, so you should never push them aside. Well, I decided I had a newborn at home, and now wasn't the time. So, I called Allyson, to tell her I was coming home, and Maycie was already screaming; Ally was obviously relieved.

Last Saturday morning I woke and fed the baby, and wanted to go, but I felt a little unwell. Again, I felt guilty for making "excuses", but I decided not to go. A couple hours later I had a fever of 102, my body ached so bad that I could barely get off the couch, and again, I realized...There are going to be times when it's OK to not go to the temple.
But today, Maycie woke at 5:20, not quite in enough time to feed her and get to the 6:00--so I fed her got ready, and decided if I didn't make a session, It would be OK if I did initiatory. So I did. I was amazed at the amount of peace I felt just driving to the temple. It was still dark, and as you drive up second east the temple is just magnificent as it rises above you.

I turned off the radio and sang a couple of hymns on my way, (since I had no churchy music with me.) I was able to do the work, and be out in just over an hour.

As I walked out to see the sun was rising, and I walked by the "Erected 2008" etching in the temple wall, I thought, "President Monson stood here!" How cool!
Today I was just sooo thankful. Thankful to know that it's OK to just stay home and be a Mom, and that there are times, when it will work out to go and do something that will lift and inspire me. Just being there today gave me peace and joy. I love living here. It's so beautiful!

These photos are of a few of my favorite beautiful things: The temple, the dark one was Bill and I at the dedication. A sunrise, over the Tetons, and sunset taken from our front porch. A rising moon. The temple view from our back deck.

Something not quite so beautiful? A serious diaper blow out right on my lap. And now I'm off, to love being a Mom!